I used to think that having money is the most impt thing in the world. I used to think that having money are all solutions to all problem. I used to ask my mum this question when I was young "ma, 我可以吃西餐吗?" my mum always replied me this "西餐很贵，下次啦!"
I overheard my parents quarrel over money, I saw my mum having to put down her pride to borrow money from relatives. I know my mum hav to save for every single cents of money to give us her very best.. And I always tell myself I will grow up to earn loads of money to hav a better life for my family.

Prolly I am brought up in those environment. My perception to many ppl, I love money. I am money minded. I'm prolly a spender and I'm materialistic.
Yes, to put it in a very blunt way. I love money and who doesn't? I rem my batch mate first saw me and asked me why I join my current job.. My immediate reply was cos this job can make money. In short，我是为了钱.
Who doesn't want to be in an environment when having to spend a single cents yet not feeling any guilt.

However, I grew, I changed. I tot I'm working to survive but I am wrong. I start to fall in love with what I am doing. I start to believe that im helping ppl with what I am doing. And I no longer felt guilty having my previous customers buying endowment plan from me. I appreciate what I am doing now. I am surviving to work and to work with greater meaning in life.
Just so happen, my job can allow me to earn more money depending on how many ppl I wld like to help.
Let's say, if one day what I'm doing having a tremendous drop in my salary, will I cont to work for this line? A yr ago I wld say no. Don't waste my fuking time. Now, my ans is yes!!

Prolly words cant really determine my eagerness and passion for my current job. But I am very sure, by having to go this path in my life... Is the most correct decision i ever made for the past 26yrs and I will nv going to give up.. Never.